Donnez-moi le monde

You gaze at me beseechingly
But you don’t put magic in my eyes

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Donnez-moi le monde

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My own saviour

Because I hated it when my ex said that I was hurt/damaged/scarred and he would help heal/treat/save me. Dafuq? No. I can fight my own battles, I just need someone to stand by me whilst I do it.

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My own saviour

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Next time you see her

Because this is something I wish he’d do.

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Next time you see her

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Hi, ex. or not.

I saw him at school today. I guess it was his first day back, and of course I ran into him as he was walking into school, just my wonderful, beautiful luck. I was surrounded by my classmates, all hurrying to our languages class. He was still tall, still towering over everyone, he still wore the same red shirt that I had grown accustomed to, searching for it in crowded rooms, he was still, him. He avoided my eyes. I avoided his. There were twenty people between us, but the space between us felt narrow, and when he turned away it was a slap in the face. I saw him multiple times throughout the day, it’s funny how when we were dating we didn’t seem to see enough of each other, yet now it seems like fate keeps clashing us together. 😛 Stop it, fate. I will kick you.

He lives right next to my school. I was going to my friend’s house who also lives right next doors, (Ryan) with Miguel to print the cover jacket for his mixtape that he made for my friend, Sacha. I looked back, and I saw him there. He was looking at the art department, obviously he had seen me too. He laid back, waiting for me to disappear, and I did.

I did.

 

What the hell is this. From everything, to nothing. From lovers to strangers. From friends to awkward acquaintances. 

Will this feeling ever go away? I don’t miss him anymore, and I know I made the right decision. But this awkwardness is intolerable. Will things get better? Will we be able to meet each other’s eyes, level, and raise the ends of our lips to a warm, accepting smile?

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Ed Sheeran :)

I am in love with Ed Sheeran. His voice is beautiful and soothing, his lyrics phenomenal and his guitar is adorned with the hair of angels. I swear.

 

I’m falling for your eyes,

but they don’t know me yet.

Kiss me, like you wanna be loved.

 

My favorite song right now must be Kiss Me by him. It is incredibly beautiful, and definitely recommend it to any teen or anyone who wants a special song for you and that special someone. Whilst listening to this song, stuck on repeat for three hours, I constantly imagine myself slow dancing with someone to this song, his hands around my waist and my face pressed against his warm chest. I can’t picture the face of that someone as of yet, but I definitely share this song with my next lover; it will be magical. 😀

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Breakup. (I swear I’ll stop moping soon, but it’s great inspiration!) :)

Oh lover of mine, it’s now my time to muse.

A little too late, glorious memories escaping in vivid hues…

When I described to you, your immense measure

I painted you as paints seeping through, dominating pleasure

 

I am the anticlimax of our love story

I am the silence between each breathless confession

I am the repetition of all your past torments

Hurried words you blowed into my ear

 

A conniver’s kiss that dragged you into a world of self doubts

Troubled, plunging abyss beyond what is yours to measure

The tale has ended, the actors disperse

Curtains tear down, lights turn out

I cannot make out your face in the crowd.

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